Mental health – A Metamorphosis Addiction

When the Ground Is Alive: Healing, Becoming, and the Courage to Emerge

January 10, 2026 A Metamorphosis Addiction

#SeasonOfBecoming #HealingInRealTime #GrowthUnderTheSurface #MetamorphosisJourney #TruthAndTransformation 🌱 When the Ground Is Alive: Healing, Becoming, and the Courage to Emerge While walking Sheba, my German Shepherd, I notice something that immediately makes me slow down. Scattered throughout the grass are clusters of mushrooms, like the ones shown in the photo above. They appear quietly, almost overnight, but… Continue reading When the Ground Is Alive: Healing, Becoming, and the Courage to Emerge

A Metamorphosis, Earned

January 3, 2026 A Metamorphosis Addiction

#EnteringMy30sWithGrace #AMetamorphosisAddiction #HealingIsNotLinear #ChosenPeaceOverChaos #BuiltFromSurvival Learning When Silence Is Power I’ve come to realize as I’ve gotten older — and truly stepped into adulthood (at least mentally, since I still somehow look like I’m 15) — that life is really about choosing your battles. Not everything deserves a response.Not every feeling needs to be acted… Continue reading A Metamorphosis, Earned

Born Into Grief and Built Through Survival: The Timeline of Trauma, Loss, and the Woman I Became

December 2, 2025December 3, 2025 A Metamorphosis Addiction

#traumasurvivor #mentalhealthawareness #survivorstory #healingjourney #chronicillnesswarrior #invisibleillness #survivingtrauma #endometriosissurvivor #invisibleillness #survivingtrauma #endometriosissurvivor #endometriosisawareness #pcoswarrior #medicaltrauma #healingfromwithin #griefjourney #suicideloss #suicidelosssurvivor #mentalhealthmatters #youarenotalone #healingispossible #breakthestigma #posttraumaticgrowth #resilientwomen #strongwomenrise #healingcommunity # yourstorymatters #reclaimingmyself #womenwhosurvive # healingaftertrauma Some people grow into hardship slowly.I didn’t.I was born into a family already carrying wounds heavy enough to shape every part of my… Continue reading Born Into Grief and Built Through Survival: The Timeline of Trauma, Loss, and the Woman I Became

From Death to the Saddle: How Horses, Heartbreak, and Healing Gave Me My Life Back

November 3, 2025 A Metamorphosis Addiction

#HealingThroughHorses #FromDeathToTheSaddle #FullCircleJourney #EquestrianLife #HorsebackRiding #RecoveryJourney #TraumaSurvivor #AddictionRecovery #WomenWhoRide #HopeAndHealing #MetamorphosisAddiction #EquineHealing #HorsesSavedMe #RidingThroughRecovery #SantaClaritaRiders #CaliforniaEquestrian #EventingLife #WorkingStudentLife #ResilienceInBloom #HeartbreakAndHealing #FoxyAndMe #HorseLove #AnimalRescueSupport #FaithAndFreedom #GriefAndGrowth #RebirthThroughRiding #CourageToHeal #RiderStrong #HealingJourney #AMetamorphosisAddiction Sunday afternoon’s riding lesson with Darla wasn’t just another ride — it was a moment that reminded me how far I’ve come, and how close… Continue reading From Death to the Saddle: How Horses, Heartbreak, and Healing Gave Me My Life Back

Nine Kittens, One Phoenix, and a Healing Heart: My Wild Animal Rescue Week

August 7, 2025 A Metamorphosis Addiction

After losing my heart dog Cato, I thought I’d never feel whole again—until my boyfriend and mom surprised me with Phoenix, a puppy who looks (and sometimes acts) just like him. As if that wasn’t enough, I opened my front door one morning to find nine abandoned kittens needing a home. Suddenly, my quiet grief was replaced by pure, chaotic, unconditional love. Join me as I share the wild, healing journey of animal rescue, second chances, and the magic of never giving up on hope.

From Tears Before Every Shift to Thriving: My Story of Surviving a Toxic Workplace at CPK

April 9, 2025April 9, 2025 A Metamorphosis Addiction

I promised myself on Snapchat the day I received my settlement check in the mail — from the California Pizza Kitchen lawsuit over a toxic work environment — that I’d speak my truth. I stayed quiet for so long, carrying the weight of what happened to me. But now, I’m ready to release it, especially… Continue reading From Tears Before Every Shift to Thriving: My Story of Surviving a Toxic Workplace at CPK

From Darkness to Light: My Journey Through Psychosis, Loss, and Finding Purpose

December 26, 2024 A Metamorphosis Addiction

Alright boys and girls, it's time for an intense blog post that I was keeping to myself until the right time. I have had many questions about what my medical issues were and how I am/was disabled mentally even when I was physically better. You see, I am not supposed to be as sane, okay,… Continue reading From Darkness to Light: My Journey Through Psychosis, Loss, and Finding Purpose

Future Plans: Becoming an Equine Rehab Nurse

October 10, 2024February 6, 2025 A Metamorphosis Addiction

I have a VERY exciting school update to share with you all! I am less than three weeks away from finishing my courses. I also got to pick my electives, and I chose courses for a career as a veterinary assistant! I'm thrilled because my long-term goal is to become an equine rehab nurse. I… Continue reading Future Plans: Becoming an Equine Rehab Nurse

Resilience Against Doubt: My Story of Struggle and Survival

October 8, 2024October 8, 2024 A Metamorphosis Addiction

https://videopress.com/v/xAr39M1L?resizeToParent=true&cover=true&autoPlay=true&controls=false&preloadContent=metadata&useAverageColor=true Today, I came across a clip from Grey's Anatomy (the video posted in this blog post), and it hit home about how far I've come from everything I've been through since the day I was born. The way this clip resonated with me is because I’ve faced similar challenges since I was a baby.… Continue reading Resilience Against Doubt: My Story of Struggle and Survival

An Autumn Update: Fall Fun and Festivities with A Metamorphosis Addiction!

September 5, 2024February 6, 2025 A Metamorphosis Addiction

Hey everyone! With fall just around the corner, I’ve been buzzing with excitement and working hard on some amazing promotions for my business, A Metamorphosis Addiction. 🍁✨ I’m thrilled to announce a variety of mini sessions at any pumpkin patch, perfect for those cozy, festive vibes. Whether you’re looking to create stunning holiday cards, capture… Continue reading An Autumn Update: Fall Fun and Festivities with A Metamorphosis Addiction!

Karma’s Justice: My Path to Self-Improvement

August 28, 2024 A Metamorphosis Addiction

I know it’s a very late-night blog post, but I have come to realize something: karma is real. As long as I keep upgrading myself to the next level and beyond, karma will catch up with those who hurt me, even when I tried to help them in some way. I haven’t talked about anything… Continue reading Karma’s Justice: My Path to Self-Improvement

Embracing Change and Celebrating Success: August Updates

August 26, 2024February 6, 2025 A Metamorphosis Addiction

Sammy has been through a lot in the past month. Dealing with car troubles and unable to collect recyclables for fundraising, they found joy in booking a major client for their wedding planning services. They also celebrated the successful raising of kittens and starting a new relationship. Sammy is focused on finishing school, preparing for a Halloween maze collaboration, and fundraising for rescues. Despite the challenges, they are optimistic about the future and looking forward to their 29th birthday celebration.

Overcoming Adversity: Beating Depression, Embracing Productivity, and Growing Online Presence

July 24, 2024July 24, 2024 A Metamorphosis Addiction

I am brimming with joy and pride. My days now begin at the crack of dawn, at 4 AM, filled with nurturing responsibilities. I’ve been lending a hand to a friend, caring for their 13-month-old son, and bottle-feeding two adorable kittens. My journey towards physical wellness has taken an exciting turn. Despite months of absence,… Continue reading Overcoming Adversity: Beating Depression, Embracing Productivity, and Growing Online Presence

Dismantling Medical Neglect: A Tale of Illness, Betrayal, and Advocacy

June 24, 2024June 24, 2024 A Metamorphosis Addiction

My medical history has been nothing short of complicated from the very beginning. As an infant, my mother and nanny could only manage brief 45-minute naps while caring for me, as my body could only tolerate one ounce of formula per hour. Any more than that, and I would regurgitate it. Breast pumps weren’t affordable… Continue reading Dismantling Medical Neglect: A Tale of Illness, Betrayal, and Advocacy

Family Bonds Unraveled: Why My Wedding Guest List Excludes Relatives

May 30, 2024 A Metamorphosis Addiction

As my relationship with my boyfriend deepens and we become more invested in each other, he plans to propose once he secures a stable job. I’ve made it clear to him that I don’t expect any of my family members, except for my mom, to attend our wedding. You might wonder why, especially those relatives… Continue reading Family Bonds Unraveled: Why My Wedding Guest List Excludes Relatives

Embracing Life’s Garden: A Journey of Love, Loss, and Resilience on the Ranch

May 1, 2024 A Metamorphosis Addiction

This year of 2024 is already nearly halfway over, and my goodness, it has been an incredible journey so far! Despite the heartache of losing Darryl, my late fiancé, back in 2016, the wounds still linger. Recently, his family, particularly his brother, unleashed a torrent of hurtful messages, blaming me for Darryl's passing and demanding… Continue reading Embracing Life’s Garden: A Journey of Love, Loss, and Resilience on the Ranch

Reconnecting with Darryl’s Family: My Journey of Growth and Healing

April 24, 2024April 24, 2024 A Metamorphosis Addiction

I’ve had questions and incidents happen recently, and the big question is, am I still in contact with Darryl’s family and/or friends? The answer is 100% no. I went off the deep end after Darryl died, and his stepmom and dad want nothing to do with me because of that, even though I’m a completely… Continue reading Reconnecting with Darryl’s Family: My Journey of Growth and Healing

Unveiling Truths: Navigating Love, Loss, and Pain

April 23, 2024April 23, 2024 A Metamorphosis Addiction

When I was sick, I was at one point dealing with awful effects from endometriosis. I’m now in remission from it and doing wonderfully even with my previous medical history. Why do I bring this up? Well, when Darryl was alive (my late fiancé), I don’t know to this day if this is what triggered… Continue reading Unveiling Truths: Navigating Love, Loss, and Pain

Shattered: A Harrowing Tale of Loss, Addiction, and Redemption

March 18, 2024March 19, 2024 A Metamorphosis Addiction

Darryl and I on a anniversary date Me at the hospital when I was sick and dying One of Darryl’s Art Sketches On March 19th, 2016, I woke up at 8:30 AM, and to this day, I have no idea what woke me up; I got up from bed and found my fiancé, Darryl Jeffrey… Continue reading Shattered: A Harrowing Tale of Loss, Addiction, and Redemption

Journeying Through Grief: Nurturing Love, Creativity, and Hope

March 3, 2024 A Metamorphosis Addiction

Spring feels like a distant hope amidst the relentless rain storms here in Southern California. While not as severe as last year, the challenges of caring for my animals, especially the horses, amidst the inconsistency are quite taxing. Adding to the weight, my heart aches for my boyfriend, Christopher, who recently lost his grandmother. In… Continue reading Journeying Through Grief: Nurturing Love, Creativity, and Hope

From the Abyss to the Light: Unveiling the Unseen Chapters of Metamorphosis Addiction

January 11, 2024 A Metamorphosis Addiction

In the shadowed depths of despair, ensnared by addiction, demons both within and around me, I extend an invitation, a lifeline. Join me on a transformative journey from the abyss of darkness to the radiance of light, from captivity to the boundless freedom of recovery. Welcome back to "Metamorphosis Addiction. The turning points in my… Continue reading From the Abyss to the Light: Unveiling the Unseen Chapters of Metamorphosis Addiction

From Addiction to Recovery

December 26, 2023 A Metamorphosis Addiction

In the shadowed depths of despair, I found myself ensnared by addiction, grappling with demons both within and around me. Today, I extend an invitation, a lifeline, to join me on a transformative journey—a passage from the abyss of darkness to the radiance of light, from the confines of captivity to the boundless freedom of… Continue reading From Addiction to Recovery

From Sorrow to Solace: A Tale of Resilience and Redemption with Jocelyn’s Compassion

December 24, 2023December 24, 2023 A Metamorphosis Addiction

It's with a heavy heart that I share the news about my dear duck, Gary. I hesitated to make a public post until I could sort out the situation for his mate, Jewels. About a week ago, Gary, in his adventurous spirit, ventured too close to the dog's kennel. Tragically, one of the dogs pulled… Continue reading From Sorrow to Solace: A Tale of Resilience and Redemption with Jocelyn’s Compassion

Embracing the Pause: Navigating an Unplanned Hiatus as the Year Ends and the Holidays Begin

December 7, 2023 A Metamorphosis Addiction

Dear cherished readers and subscribers, I extend my heartfelt gratitude for your patience and understanding during my recent absence. It's time to unravel the tapestry of events that led to my momentary disappearance from the digital landscape. The past months have been a whirlwind, marked by the tumultuous presence of a sociopath determined to cast… Continue reading Embracing the Pause: Navigating an Unplanned Hiatus as the Year Ends and the Holidays Begin

Embracing Life’s Flow: A Journey of Metamorphosis, Creativity, and Inspiring Possibilities

July 24, 2023 A Metamorphosis Addiction

In this incredible journey of life, I've discovered the power of letting go, trusting the process, and embracing the flow. After months of overthinking and over-analyzing, I've come to a significant realization: it's time to let things flow and trust that what is meant to be will happen. My focus is shifting back to my… Continue reading Embracing Life’s Flow: A Journey of Metamorphosis, Creativity, and Inspiring Possibilities

Took in a New Foster Dog & Her Four Pups

March 1, 2023March 1, 2023 A Metamorphosis Addiction

Taking in a mama dog and her puppies for fostering can be a rewarding experience, but it can also be challenging, especially if you've had a difficult experience with a previous foster. However, when Shelby, who runs Hank's Legacy Foundation, contacted my mom and asked if my mom and I could foster the mama dog… Continue reading Took in a New Foster Dog & Her Four Pups

Wow February is Already Here?

February 10, 2023 A Metamorphosis Addiction

Alright everyone it is starting to move really fast when it comes to the new year of 2023! Already so much has happened! Been working a bunch at the restaurant. started looking for more clients to collaborate with for my photography portfolio, oh and not to mention I am suddenly single for valentines day because… Continue reading Wow February is Already Here?

Mixed Feelings… Selfish But True

November 29, 2022 A Metamorphosis Addiction

Mixed feelings I have been a bit distant since my birthday and I don’t know if any of you have noticed but yeah. Time to explain why I have kind of been in the background of things. On August 28th, an old friend of mine was killed in an accident. Kind of hit home with… Continue reading Mixed Feelings… Selfish But True

Being An Empath Sucks

November 17, 2022 A Metamorphosis Addiction

As a little girl, I have always been able to predict one’s actions and always able to tell when someone is lying or hiding something. Which to live life as a normal human being… makes things extremely difficult. Especially since I was raised to be honest like death by my mother who has always made… Continue reading Being An Empath Sucks

PTSD is a B!tch

October 21, 2022 A Metamorphosis Addiction

Some of you don’t know but I have been through almost every scary situation that could happen to you. And what I mean by that is I am going to barely be 27 years old and I have already experienced life and death situation that had my own life on the line. I also experienced… Continue reading PTSD is a B!tch

Investing

October 7, 2022 A Metamorphosis Addiction

I have basically been using my part time job as income to not only save money but also to invest in my business. I need to buy a Cricut machine, a laser printer, and a new telephoto lens for my camera. It is so much money and it makes me cringe. As well I decided… Continue reading Investing

Being a Busy Bee

October 6, 2022 A Metamorphosis Addiction

Fall 2022 has been vey busy but interesting to me. We are coming up on finishing the first week of October. It was my mother’s 60th birthday on September 27th. Got cake, candles, did home improvement projects such as getting a heavy electric couch into the house to the living room. I am also starting… Continue reading Being a Busy Bee