#GraduatingWithHonors #VeterinaryAssistant #SurvivorStory #HealingJourney #TransformationJourney I don’t even know how to fully put this into words, but I am officially on my last course before graduation. Algebra. That’s it. That is the last thing standing between me and finally finishing my program. And not only am I finishing, but I currently have a 3.5122 GPA,… Continue reading One Class Away: Graduating With Honors After Everything I Survived
Custom wedding Save the Date designed and printed using Canva. #WeddingPlanning #SaveTheDate #DIYWedding #BrideToBe #SammyAndBeauTieTheKnot How to Design and Print DIY Wedding Save the Dates with Canva (Step-by-Step Guide for Brides) When it came time to create our wedding Save the Dates, I wanted something that looked professional, meaningful, and personal—without spending a fortune on… Continue reading How to Design and Print DIY Wedding Save the Dates with Canva (Step-by-Step Guide for Brides)
#SeasonOfBecoming #HealingInRealTime #GrowthUnderTheSurface #MetamorphosisJourney #TruthAndTransformation 🌱 When the Ground Is Alive: Healing, Becoming, and the Courage to Emerge While walking Sheba, my German Shepherd, I notice something that immediately makes me slow down. Scattered throughout the grass are clusters of mushrooms, like the ones shown in the photo above. They appear quietly, almost overnight, but… Continue reading When the Ground Is Alive: Healing, Becoming, and the Courage to Emerge
#EnteringMy30sWithGrace #AMetamorphosisAddiction #HealingIsNotLinear #ChosenPeaceOverChaos #BuiltFromSurvival Learning When Silence Is Power I’ve come to realize as I’ve gotten older — and truly stepped into adulthood (at least mentally, since I still somehow look like I’m 15) — that life is really about choosing your battles. Not everything deserves a response.Not every feeling needs to be acted… Continue reading A Metamorphosis, Earned
#traumasurvivor #mentalhealthawareness #survivorstory #healingjourney #chronicillnesswarrior #invisibleillness #survivingtrauma #endometriosissurvivor #invisibleillness #survivingtrauma #endometriosissurvivor #endometriosisawareness #pcoswarrior #medicaltrauma #healingfromwithin #griefjourney #suicideloss #suicidelosssurvivor #mentalhealthmatters #youarenotalone #healingispossible #breakthestigma #posttraumaticgrowth #resilientwomen #strongwomenrise #healingcommunity # yourstorymatters #reclaimingmyself #womenwhosurvive # healingaftertrauma Some people grow into hardship slowly.I didn’t.I was born into a family already carrying wounds heavy enough to shape every part of my… Continue reading Born Into Grief and Built Through Survival: The Timeline of Trauma, Loss, and the Woman I Became
#HealingThroughHorses #FromDeathToTheSaddle #FullCircleJourney #EquestrianLife #HorsebackRiding #RecoveryJourney #TraumaSurvivor #AddictionRecovery #WomenWhoRide #HopeAndHealing #MetamorphosisAddiction #EquineHealing #HorsesSavedMe #RidingThroughRecovery #SantaClaritaRiders #CaliforniaEquestrian #EventingLife #WorkingStudentLife #ResilienceInBloom #HeartbreakAndHealing #FoxyAndMe #HorseLove #AnimalRescueSupport #FaithAndFreedom #GriefAndGrowth #RebirthThroughRiding #CourageToHeal #RiderStrong #HealingJourney #AMetamorphosisAddiction Sunday afternoon’s riding lesson with Darla wasn’t just another ride — it was a moment that reminded me how far I’ve come, and how close… Continue reading From Death to the Saddle: How Horses, Heartbreak, and Healing Gave Me My Life Back
#FatherlessButFearless#RaisedByMyMom#SingleMomStrong#HealingJourney#RealLifeStory#OvercomingAbandonment#ResilientWoman#BreakingTheCycle#WomenWhoInspire#EmotionalHealing#MyTruth#FearlessAndFree#FamilyTrauma#InnerStrength#StrongWomenStories Families aren’t always simple. Some are built through love, others through survival — and mine was both. I was raised by my mom, a single parent and civilian officer with the LAPD. She was tough, compassionate, and carried the weight of both parental roles. I never had a “father figure.” The only image I… Continue reading Growing Up Fatherless but Fearless: My LAPD Mom’s Strength and the Truth About My Absent Father
#SantaClarita #SantaClaritaValley #SantaClaritaEvents #SantaClaritaWeddings #WeddingCoordinator #WeddingPlanner #DayOfCoordinator #ZachariDunes #PiccolaTrattoria #SCVLife #AdoptDontShop #KittensForAdoption #CatRescue #FosterKittens #SantaClaritaCats #AnimalRescue #SCVCommunity #WeddingPlanning #SCVBusiness Wow, a lot has happened this month! First, Beau and I celebrated our one-year anniversary at Piccola Trattoria here in Santa Clarita—and it did not disappoint! They even surprised us with a free dessert to celebrate.… Continue reading Life Updates: Wedding Wins, Anniversary Joy, and Kittens Ready for Adoption
At 16 years old, I was denied an IEP by Saugus High School and the William S. Hart District, despite life-threatening medical conditions and hospital stays. This is my story of discrimination, neglect, and how the district protects its “Blue Ribbon” reputation by abandoning students who need help the most.
After losing my heart dog Cato, I thought I’d never feel whole again—until my boyfriend and mom surprised me with Phoenix, a puppy who looks (and sometimes acts) just like him. As if that wasn’t enough, I opened my front door one morning to find nine abandoned kittens needing a home. Suddenly, my quiet grief was replaced by pure, chaotic, unconditional love. Join me as I share the wild, healing journey of animal rescue, second chances, and the magic of never giving up on hope.
I’ve always believed in helping people—especially when animals are involved. But there comes a time when kindness is taken for granted, and what starts as compassion turns into a painful wake-up call. That’s exactly what happened when I agreed to dog-sit for someone who posted a desperate plea in a Facebook group. She was begging… Continue reading When Helping Becomes a Lesson in Boundaries: A Cautionary Tale
Becoming the Woman I Prayed to Be I used to cry when I looked in the mirror. As a teenager, I struggled deeply with acne and insecurities. I didn’t feel beautiful — not in the way I longed to be. I would quietly pray that one day I could be seen. Desired in a meaningful… Continue reading The Woman I Became: Guided by Spirits, Loss, and the Animals Who Saved Me
So Much Has Changed—And So Has My Heart It’s been a while since I last posted here, and so much has happened since then. Let me begin with what hurts the most. On July 8th, 2025, I said goodbye to my best friend—Cato, my wolf hybrid, my protector, my soul dog. I’ve had him since… Continue reading The Saddest Summer: Cato, Mikayla, and the Light That Remains
It’s been nearly a year, and I’m finally ready to break my silence about what really happened with Christopher Allan Macdonald—and how he and his family shamelessly used me, discarded me, and never once acknowledged the things I did for them, including the expensive epoxy resin art pieces and brooches I crafted with my own two hands.… Continue reading They Took Everything—But I Took My Power Back
New Beginnings, Fur Babies, and a Whole Lot of Love The start of this month has already been full of big moments and even bigger smiles! On Friday, Beau and I had a fun movie date planned to see Marvel’s Thunderbolts, but before we hit the theater, we made a meaningful stop at the Castaic Animal… Continue reading Love, Leashes, and Little Lives: May’s Sweet Start
Do you know what I hate? Being forced to act a certain way—especially when people treat me like garbage and expect me to just take it. Let me give you an example. When I was 8 years old, my mom met a woman we’ll call “SA.” That was hands down the worst mistake she ever… Continue reading Only Child Syndrome? No—Just Surrounded by Manipulative People
A True Miracle in Motion I’m about to get into some deep feelings — and it might hurt a few people — but honestly, I don't mind anymore.The truth is, they were never supportive of me beyond the surface, beyond what my business could offer them. When I was 16 years old, my mom threw… Continue reading A Tough Cookie’s Miracle: How I Survived, Fought, and Thrived
I promised myself on Snapchat the day I received my settlement check in the mail — from the California Pizza Kitchen lawsuit over a toxic work environment — that I’d speak my truth. I stayed quiet for so long, carrying the weight of what happened to me. But now, I’m ready to release it, especially… Continue reading From Tears Before Every Shift to Thriving: My Story of Surviving a Toxic Workplace at CPK
The author shares personal updates about their journey as a veterinary assistant, highlighting their passion for animal care and their academic progress with a GPA nearing 3.5. They recount a memorable Valentine's Day celebration with their boyfriend, Beau, including a trip to a restaurant and thoughtful gifts. A significant highlight is the successful transformation of Lucy, a rescue dog who lost nearly 50 pounds and was adopted into a loving home. The author expresses gratitude for support and invites readers to share their rescue animal stories, underlining their commitment to making a difference in the lives of animals.
I know, I know. I AM SO SORRY. The Chaos of January The start of the year should be a time of renewal and celebration, but for us, it’s been anything but. What began as a simple break turned into a whirlwind of stress, heartbreak, and uncertainty. From being evacuated due to a raging fire… Continue reading Surviving the Fire: A Chaotic Start to the Year
Alright boys and girls, it's time for an intense blog post that I was keeping to myself until the right time. I have had many questions about what my medical issues were and how I am/was disabled mentally even when I was physically better. You see, I am not supposed to be as sane, okay,… Continue reading From Darkness to Light: My Journey Through Psychosis, Loss, and Finding Purpose
Well, this month has definitely been a test for me, with life throwing multiple curveballs my way. Last week, I had my eye doctor’s appointment. Keep in mind that last year, I suffered a bleeding head injury that resulted in a concussion lasting two months. During the appointment, I discovered that my vision has significantly… Continue reading Curveballs, Courage, and New Beginnings: A December to Remember
Never Would I Have Thought As a little kid, I never would have imagined growing up to specialize in not only helping animals and people in unique ways but also supporting those dealing with the loss of a loved one—whether it’s a person or a pet. Over time, this mission has shaped the services I… Continue reading Finding Strength in Grief: A Personal Journey
Recently, I posted on Nextdoor inviting neighbors who might be spending Thanksgiving alone to join us at my ranch for a spot at our table. I extended the offer to share the holiday with my mother, my boyfriend, and me. The response was overwhelming—not from people wanting to join us, but from those who were… Continue reading Invite Neighbors for a Joyful Thanksgiving Celebration
Since turning 29, life has been filled with exciting celebrations, including a magical birthday trip to Disneyland. Ongoing projects, like transforming the yard and revitalizing the ranch, keep me busy. I'm pursuing veterinary assistant courses and am thrilled to soon live stream my gaming and creative adventures. I appreciate every experience along the way.
With only one day left until my birthday, I'm excited to share more about my passions. Animal rescue holds a special place in my heart, leading to my aspiration to establish the Equine Lifeline Foundation, a nonprofit aimed at aiding animals in need. As an equine enthusiast, I dream of becoming an equine rehab nurse. Additionally, I have a passion for event planning, ensuring clients' visions come to life for every event. As I approach my celebration tomorrow, I invite anyone interested to join in the festivities by considering a gift to myself or the animal rescues I work with!
I have a VERY exciting school update to share with you all! I am less than three weeks away from finishing my courses. I also got to pick my electives, and I chose courses for a career as a veterinary assistant! I'm thrilled because my long-term goal is to become an equine rehab nurse. I… Continue reading Future Plans: Becoming an Equine Rehab Nurse
https://videopress.com/v/xAr39M1L?resizeToParent=true&cover=true&autoPlay=true&controls=false&preloadContent=metadata&useAverageColor=true Today, I came across a clip from Grey's Anatomy (the video posted in this blog post), and it hit home about how far I've come from everything I've been through since the day I was born. The way this clip resonated with me is because I’ve faced similar challenges since I was a baby.… Continue reading Resilience Against Doubt: My Story of Struggle and Survival
I think one thing that will always hurt me the most. I was used, lied to, manipulated, and yet I’m the bad guy, the psycho, the crazy ex. Even after the break up I was told we would supposedly get back together and out of no where I was blocked out of his life. And… Continue reading
What you'll need: Cricut maker 3 Permanent Vinyl Scissors Weeding tools Squeegee Transfer tape A piece of wood you want to use for your sign (Michaels, Hobby Lobby, or if you are good with your hands, Home Depot) The generated QR code you want to use (go to https://qrcodecreator.com/ to create a QR code) This… Continue reading Creating a Custom QR Code Sign with Cricut: A Step-by-Step Guide
Hello, wonderful Santa Clarita Valley community! I am beyond excited to announce my 12-week giveaway extravaganza at A Metamorphosis Addiction! 🎉 Over the next three months, I'll be spreading joy with amazing prizes, including custom epoxy resin art pieces and personalized graphic designs or even a e-gift card. Each week, you’ll have a chance to win something… Continue reading Santa Clarita Valley 12-Week Giveaway & Special Discount on Holiday Cards & Autumn Family Portrait Sessions!
Hey everyone! With fall just around the corner, I’ve been buzzing with excitement and working hard on some amazing promotions for my business, A Metamorphosis Addiction. 🍁✨ I’m thrilled to announce a variety of mini sessions at any pumpkin patch, perfect for those cozy, festive vibes. Whether you’re looking to create stunning holiday cards, capture… Continue reading An Autumn Update: Fall Fun and Festivities with A Metamorphosis Addiction!
I know it’s a very late-night blog post, but I have come to realize something: karma is real. As long as I keep upgrading myself to the next level and beyond, karma will catch up with those who hurt me, even when I tried to help them in some way. I haven’t talked about anything… Continue reading Karma’s Justice: My Path to Self-Improvement
Sammy has been through a lot in the past month. Dealing with car troubles and unable to collect recyclables for fundraising, they found joy in booking a major client for their wedding planning services. They also celebrated the successful raising of kittens and starting a new relationship. Sammy is focused on finishing school, preparing for a Halloween maze collaboration, and fundraising for rescues. Despite the challenges, they are optimistic about the future and looking forward to their 29th birthday celebration.
I often find people amazed by my extensive experience with animal rescue and street vet work, particularly when I share some of the most challenging and occasionally amusing stories. My journey into animal rescue began when I was just a toddler, following in my mother's footsteps. She had been rescuing animals since she was a… Continue reading Part One; The Heart and Hardship of Animal Rescue: A Journey of Compassion and Survival
I am brimming with joy and pride. My days now begin at the crack of dawn, at 4 AM, filled with nurturing responsibilities. I’ve been lending a hand to a friend, caring for their 13-month-old son, and bottle-feeding two adorable kittens. My journey towards physical wellness has taken an exciting turn. Despite months of absence,… Continue reading Overcoming Adversity: Beating Depression, Embracing Productivity, and Growing Online Presence
My medical history has been nothing short of complicated from the very beginning. As an infant, my mother and nanny could only manage brief 45-minute naps while caring for me, as my body could only tolerate one ounce of formula per hour. Any more than that, and I would regurgitate it. Breast pumps weren’t affordable… Continue reading Dismantling Medical Neglect: A Tale of Illness, Betrayal, and Advocacy
As my relationship with my boyfriend deepens and we become more invested in each other, he plans to propose once he secures a stable job. I’ve made it clear to him that I don’t expect any of my family members, except for my mom, to attend our wedding. You might wonder why, especially those relatives… Continue reading Family Bonds Unraveled: Why My Wedding Guest List Excludes Relatives
This year of 2024 is already nearly halfway over, and my goodness, it has been an incredible journey so far! Despite the heartache of losing Darryl, my late fiancé, back in 2016, the wounds still linger. Recently, his family, particularly his brother, unleashed a torrent of hurtful messages, blaming me for Darryl's passing and demanding… Continue reading Embracing Life’s Garden: A Journey of Love, Loss, and Resilience on the Ranch
I’ve had questions and incidents happen recently, and the big question is, am I still in contact with Darryl’s family and/or friends? The answer is 100% no. I went off the deep end after Darryl died, and his stepmom and dad want nothing to do with me because of that, even though I’m a completely… Continue reading Reconnecting with Darryl’s Family: My Journey of Growth and Healing
When I was sick, I was at one point dealing with awful effects from endometriosis. I’m now in remission from it and doing wonderfully even with my previous medical history. Why do I bring this up? Well, when Darryl was alive (my late fiancé), I don’t know to this day if this is what triggered… Continue reading Unveiling Truths: Navigating Love, Loss, and Pain
Are you ready to step into a world where creativity dances, and every heartbeat is a masterpiece? Look no further! At A Metamorphosis Addiction, we’re not just event planners; we’re memory weavers, dream architects, and joy curators. Let us take you on a magical ride where celebrations come alive, and life’s most precious moments are… Continue reading 🌟Introducing Metamorphosis Crafts Studio & Metamorphosis Addiction Photography: Where Dreams Blossom and Memories Flourish🌟
Here is a Prom prep guide that I created specifically for the young ladies and gentleman in the Hart school district. Outfit Selection Start shopping for your suit or dress in ADVANCE as well be sure to have enough time to do alterations to the dress so it fits you properly. I recommend going to… Continue reading Prom Prep Guide for Him & Her
The baby chicks, ducks and turkey Joe’s old injured hoof is no more and is ready to start training! Joe’s hoof injury when it was fresh three years ago. Still have no idea how it happened Hey everyone! 🌟 I hope you’re all reveling in the joyous aftermath of Easter and still smiling at the… Continue reading Happy Belated Easter & April Fool’s Day
Step into the spotlight and capture the magic of your Prom 2024 with our exclusive Photoshoot Mini Sessions! Immerse yourself in a 30-minute personalized experience crafted to encapsulate your unique style, personality, and the essence of this unforgettable evening. Our expert photographers will guide you through every pose, ensuring each moment is perfectly captured and… Continue reading Prom 2024 Mini Sessions Available
Darryl and I on a anniversary date Me at the hospital when I was sick and dying One of Darryl’s Art Sketches On March 19th, 2016, I woke up at 8:30 AM, and to this day, I have no idea what woke me up; I got up from bed and found my fiancé, Darryl Jeffrey… Continue reading Shattered: A Harrowing Tale of Loss, Addiction, and Redemption
Spring feels like a distant hope amidst the relentless rain storms here in Southern California. While not as severe as last year, the challenges of caring for my animals, especially the horses, amidst the inconsistency are quite taxing. Adding to the weight, my heart aches for my boyfriend, Christopher, who recently lost his grandmother. In… Continue reading Journeying Through Grief: Nurturing Love, Creativity, and Hope
In the shadowed depths of despair, ensnared by addiction, demons both within and around me, I extend an invitation, a lifeline. Join me on a transformative journey from the abyss of darkness to the radiance of light, from captivity to the boundless freedom of recovery. Welcome back to "Metamorphosis Addiction. The turning points in my… Continue reading From the Abyss to the Light: Unveiling the Unseen Chapters of Metamorphosis Addiction
In the shadowed depths of despair, I found myself ensnared by addiction, grappling with demons both within and around me. Today, I extend an invitation, a lifeline, to join me on a transformative journey—a passage from the abyss of darkness to the radiance of light, from the confines of captivity to the boundless freedom of… Continue reading From Addiction to Recovery
It's with a heavy heart that I share the news about my dear duck, Gary. I hesitated to make a public post until I could sort out the situation for his mate, Jewels. About a week ago, Gary, in his adventurous spirit, ventured too close to the dog's kennel. Tragically, one of the dogs pulled… Continue reading From Sorrow to Solace: A Tale of Resilience and Redemption with Jocelyn’s Compassion
Dear cherished readers and subscribers, I extend my heartfelt gratitude for your patience and understanding during my recent absence. It's time to unravel the tapestry of events that led to my momentary disappearance from the digital landscape. The past months have been a whirlwind, marked by the tumultuous presence of a sociopath determined to cast… Continue reading Embracing the Pause: Navigating an Unplanned Hiatus as the Year Ends and the Holidays Begin
In this incredible journey of life, I've discovered the power of letting go, trusting the process, and embracing the flow. After months of overthinking and over-analyzing, I've come to a significant realization: it's time to let things flow and trust that what is meant to be will happen. My focus is shifting back to my… Continue reading Embracing Life’s Flow: A Journey of Metamorphosis, Creativity, and Inspiring Possibilities
March is a month of new beginnings, and may I say this month has gone by way too fast for me, but I have started working with a new non-profit organization called Win Place Home. I will be volunteering with my friend almost every weekend when I am off work. I also started seeking out… Continue reading Marching Toward Progress!
March is already off to a busy start for me! I've been working hard to support my animals, my gardening, and my bills in hopes of building a steady income from my photography business. While I know that things could be worse, I often struggle with a fear of failure and the thought of letting… Continue reading March and My Personal Goals
Taking in a mama dog and her puppies for fostering can be a rewarding experience, but it can also be challenging, especially if you've had a difficult experience with a previous foster. However, when Shelby, who runs Hank's Legacy Foundation, contacted my mom and asked if my mom and I could foster the mama dog… Continue reading Took in a New Foster Dog & Her Four Pups
Well so much for the new year starting out more positive. I got to make a trip to urgent care due to a really bad infection and I was so dehydrated from throwing up for two days, it took three different nurses and four tries to place an IV in one of my veins. The… Continue reading Hit a Bump in the Road
Alright everyone it is starting to move really fast when it comes to the new year of 2023! Already so much has happened! Been working a bunch at the restaurant. started looking for more clients to collaborate with for my photography portfolio, oh and not to mention I am suddenly single for valentines day because… Continue reading Wow February is Already Here?
I know, I know. I didn’t do my usual holiday posts, updates, photos, etc. December was a very crazy month with work and my photography business that I decided to restart. Then literally after the first week of the new year, my boyfriend and I manage to get sick AND it didn’t help that Los… Continue reading Happy 2023! A Late But Positive New Year
Mixed feelings I have been a bit distant since my birthday and I don’t know if any of you have noticed but yeah. Time to explain why I have kind of been in the background of things. On August 28th, an old friend of mine was killed in an accident. Kind of hit home with… Continue reading Mixed Feelings… Selfish But True
As a little girl, I have always been able to predict one’s actions and always able to tell when someone is lying or hiding something. Which to live life as a normal human being… makes things extremely difficult. Especially since I was raised to be honest like death by my mother who has always made… Continue reading Being An Empath Sucks
Some of you don’t know but I have been through almost every scary situation that could happen to you. And what I mean by that is I am going to barely be 27 years old and I have already experienced life and death situation that had my own life on the line. I also experienced… Continue reading PTSD is a B!tch
It has been a very busy fall season for me and will continue to be into 2023. I have been doing photo shoots, editing photos, school, working in the restaurant, and then in December I will be doing photography for SCV Santa. They do Santa Claus and gifts for the least fortunate kids or have… Continue reading Spending money but investing
I have basically been using my part time job as income to not only save money but also to invest in my business. I need to buy a Cricut machine, a laser printer, and a new telephoto lens for my camera. It is so much money and it makes me cringe. As well I decided… Continue reading Investing
Fall 2022 has been vey busy but interesting to me. We are coming up on finishing the first week of October. It was my mother’s 60th birthday on September 27th. Got cake, candles, did home improvement projects such as getting a heavy electric couch into the house to the living room. I am also starting… Continue reading Being a Busy Bee
Well look at this, it is the first day of fall and the weather has kicked in quickly this year. A lot of you that are my dedicated readers used to know myself and my Tumblr Meet Ms. Right XOXO. I decided to do a little rebranding as I am also restarting my photography business,… Continue reading First Day of Fall
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